Another Poem

As I try to live my life as normal as I can
I am being haunted by what is inside
I kept thinking about now and then
all I wanted was just to hide

The night doesn't seem to be calm
The sun doesn't seem to be warm
I don't know where is this from
maybe I long to be in your arms

Sadness fills me with nothing but sorrows
emptiness robs me of peace of mind
How I wish a smile I can borrow
Maybe a life of a different kind