Being single

Summing up my past relationships, I was more or less in a relationship for almost 7 years. The time that I was single were only a few months. Currently I am single again and this time I am loving it. I once worried about growing old and not getting married. I was afraid and I do not know why. Maybe the idea of being alone creeps me, however, I think my perspective now is changing. I seem to be planning my future more seriously. Honestly, I tried to fix whatever was left with my past relationships but things are not going into plan. Rather than finding a new someone special, I would like to focus my attention in building my future. Career wise I mean. I always have this idea that different parts of our lives can be perfect, its just that, they will never be perfect all at the same time. Whenever we are lucky in our love life, other parts might be a problem like maybe our family or career. Coming from this perspective, I would like to put my love life in the back seat and focus more on other parts like friends and career. When things are smooth and running, maybe I can then change my focus again.

Currently I am single and loving how I am growing to be a better person.