goodbye 2

my life was tamed with its demise
good as April I will never forget
how the shot was aimed so high
only to see what we should believe
the reality that grows our soul
that victory is with a capital V

fixated on the delusion of an enigma
to find nothing special had grown
still healing from the pain and hurt
then quickly a new troubling dilemma
almost killed by the powerful blitz
slowly turning me into a diablo