An old poem

Deadly whisper and a borrowed smile
gave me laughter of drought and sorrows
drag me for a single mile
Please don't lead me to the sinful ghost

treat me like a wasted chance
with nothing but a broken heart
longing to be loved for once
but it seems my world falls apart

never did i wished for you
nothing was real except your lies
then I thought you would end my woes
misery and gloom you multiply

still I am here by your side
with uncertainties and a broken smile
never think my love had died
my journey goes on for a million mile